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Powder [phan]

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Parts 35
Time 8h 13m

Reads 1,904
Votes 110
Parts 35
Time 8h 13m

Mature

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Dan is a cocaine addict, with a lot of other issues. Can Phil help him?

General Warnings: Drug use (mainly Cocaine and Alcohol) Smut, Depression, PTSD, Sexual/Physical/Emotional Abuse, Withdrawal, Withdrawal Symptoms, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Overdose, Angst, BloodAll Rights Reserved

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