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i woke up under my bed

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"-it feels like I have no balance, like all the colors are mixed up, like I eat when I'm full and barf when I'm hungry, like I'm walking backwards, like my heart's offbeat, like my tears come out as smiles, like when I tuck myself into bed...I'm underneath it."


~A short story on suicide~


~Warning contains: suicidal themes and bad language

~Cover picture was edited by me but the original image is not my ownAll Rights Reserved

bathtub bedroom bigbrother broken brothers death depression die drowned family grief hallucinations loss sad siblings sleep suicidalthoughts suicide suicidel water

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I Woke Up Under My Bed
Mon, May 11, 2020

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I Woke Up Under My Bed
Mon, May 11, 2020

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