i woke up under my bed

"-it feels like I have no balance, like all the colors are mixed up, like I eat when I'm full and barf when I'm hungry, like I'm walking backwards, like my heart's offbeat, like my tears come out as smiles, like when I tuck myself into bed...I'm underneath it."

~A short story on suicide~

~Warning contains: suicidal themes and bad language

~Cover picture was edited by me but the original image is not my own