Now This Is Me - LAMP AU
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Last published Wed, Aug 18, 2021
This is about a trans (FtM) Virgil slowly falling in love with his three best friends. Will he be able to conquer his fears and tell them all? Or will he slowly suffer with his feelings?
Sorry if any of this is wrong I tried my best and used other fanfictions for reference of things such as panic attacks as well as my own research. Also I'm new at descriptions so idk but its bad. All artwork is not mine.
Also I do not own the characters they all belong to Thomas Sanders nor do I own the pictures all credit to the original owners.
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