Thrust Life A Little Bit

Part 1

Me:
We went out for dinner like we usually do every Friday but he was acting weird. He was always weird but this time it was moody weird. He didn't talk much nor get close to me. I asked if everything was okay as I grabbed his hand. He looked at it for a few seconds and nodded. After we ate we began to walk to his house it was already dark not many cars where on the streets or people.

"So I got to talk to you and it's really hard for me."

My heart dropped. I tried to think of anything I've done to make him upset. We've been only dating 4 months but I don't want to lose him. I liked him for almost 3 years and when he became mine I was the happiest I could ever be.

Matthew:
eed to leave her. I'm sad and I'll make her sad. We will disappoint each other and eventually leave each other. People like her don't belong with people like me. I'm a dark person. I dragged nightmares and all I see in her is light, bright and joyful light.