Because I'm Ugly
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Wed, Aug 20, 2014
"Beauty is only skin deep, but ugly goes clean to the bone."
- Dorothy Parker
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"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me." We were told that saying as kids. It is definitely not true. Words are so powerful, and although "actions speak louder than words", it is the emotion pouring off the person that you really feel how much they have insulted you.
Here I am, LinguisticallyDoomed, writing about how I feel about my appearance. Read the stanzas that express the level of my self-esteem. These words are my tears transferred onto a document, rather than a razor blade drawing blood from my skin.
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Book Cover created by chinnie31, image from We Heart It
Because I'm Ugly written by LinguisticallyDoomed.
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