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The worst feeling is when you feel nothing at all. The pain that hurts the most is the one you can't even feel because you're used to it.

I'm Hayden Flloyd - Well that's the name I used to go by, I'm just a nobody now. I'm that girl you occasionally pass in the halls, and think "Wow, look at how good my life is. At least I'm not a freak like her." 

Cancer didn't only take my Mother from me, it also ripped away my Father. I only had one way to cope, and soon my whole life was turned upside down. 

After three years of being alone and shattered, I don't want anyone's help. 

But, I can't seem to make myself stay away from Ryder Fough.


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My Junior Year by GabrielleKane01

Emo girls were never the type of girls guys wanted to approach Every body just though that this is some weird way to go through adolescence phase, and depression that people found pathetic. However Hayden wasn't trying to get attention by the way she dresses, she was completely oblivious, she was the girl who always went unnoticed, her life was kind of miserable, she never took care of her facial appearances, she been too busy to look at the mirror twice, not looking for any approval since the mask she wore hid it all, including her pain. Hayden was never interacting with boys, she had what she claimed was 'Maleophobia' but in this new hightschool everything seemed different, she meets very various types pf people, guys and girls, that somehow managed to change her principles What will happen to Hay once everything changes in her life? Will she able to shine again? Or will she just go worse? It all started with a lunch, and a high-school class ! ! Based On A True Story !

Bullied (Bullied Series #1) (SAMPLE) by VeraHollins

***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ------------- I have always been bullied and trapped in darkness. I hoped life would get better when I moved to my mother's hometown, but it only got worse because it was there that I met my unrequited crush, Hayden Black. He despised me from day one, and even more when I became best friends with his twin, Kayden. Kayden gave light to my life, but my happiness with him lasted only until one night two years ago. That night Kayden died because of me. Half of me died with him. The other half was left to bleed, suffering Hayden's and his friends' constant bullying. Now I must endure one more year before I can finally escape them and go to college. This year has to be different. Either I will become stronger, or they will finally break me into nothing. ----------- Highest rank in Romance: #1 on 10/28/2017 Bullied won the Best Romance and the Best Diverse Book award and the Bullied series won the Best Trilogy/Series award in The Fiction Awards 2018. --------- I wrote this novel for #NaNoWriMo2016 #NaNoWinner2016

Dear Emma by themusicsoul

Emma Baker was her best friend. She was also his girlfriend. Until she wasn't anymore. And what better way to replace the hole that she left than alcohol? ~*~ Emma is gone. But her boyfriend, Ryder, and her best friend, Kai, are still here. And they're hurting. Kai and Ryder have been close, even before Ryder started dating Emma. They grew up together, their parent's friends since college. So when Emma dies, and they both start falling in the same rabbit hole, their parents ship them off to grief camp. Which isn't as bad as they expected. There, they learn how to cope with Emma's death, leaning on each other; maybe a little too much. WARNING: this book has language, deals with suicide, depression, grief, and underage drinking

A Reckless Bet. by jane_maria

"I loved knowing she was scared of me. My insides were hurting from all the build up anger. It was all her fault. It was her fault my life was a mess. Her fault that I was a mess." They fell apart because of a mistake. Would they ever get to heal? He changed into a dark, broken and mysterious person in less than years. She changed into a guilty, broken person, while still trying to hide those loose pieces. He goes by the name of Ryder Ace Wells. She goes by the name of Everly Amy Black. *.•* BEWARE/TRIGGERWARNING: this story could give suicidal and selfharm-related triggers. Sexual assault and mentions of r*pe will have a place in this book. Copyright © 2019 by jane_maria

I Don't Like You by creatistx

I felt a hand under my chin and then I was looking right into Aiden's eyes. "You know that I care about you, right?" He used the same hushed tone. Aiden cared about me? Well, I knew he cared about me, but I didn't know he cared about me. It makes sense. I shrugged. "I don't know," I replied back. "Well, I do. I care about you so much." He whispered. His next move surprised me. He leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my lips that lasted about two seconds before backing away. I looked at the ground, shocked. Oh my god. Aiden just kissed me. Again. And I liked it. A lot. *** Corey Hale and Aiden Praxston don't like each other. At all. Never have, never will. She hates him and he hates her; so she thinks. What Corey doesn't know is that Aiden doesn't, in fact, hate her. He feels the complete opposite. One of Aiden's past relationships turned him into the person he is today; arrogant, selfish, rude, and he vowed to never love again. He's a complete Badass. Girls, Drinking, and getting high is his life now. Although, he soon realizes that he can't hide his true feelings about Corey. So when Aiden's past comes back to take revenge and could affect the girl he cares about, you could only imagine what would happen. However, how can he protect her without letting the truth go? If it does get out, it could be a total repeat of what happened before. That couldn't happen. Not again. Follow them on their journey as Corey and Aiden face their true feelings and come to realize many things. One of them is that being in Love is no joke.

Saving Ryder by CaitlinGreene

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I Fell In Love My Bestfriend (BxB) (Editing) by xxEdgyAxx

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Everything Changes by Upallnight19

Aria had a simple life, she had her friends, her brother, and her parents. At the time she thought life couldn't get any better; minus the guy she was in love with was having a hard time noticing she's the one. But when tragedy strikes, she doesn't know how to deal with it. Losing someone close to her and the guilt that eats away at her heart. How do you deal with it? The life she had known was gone. The pain feels like drowning. Though putting your life together is hard when you keep finding out people aren't who they say they are. Who could possibly help her keep her head above water? Someone she least expected? Could he be the one to save her, before it all becomes too much? Ryder didn't leave much falsehood to rumors. A complete playboy. He didn't have much he cared about in life anymore, at least, other than his friends. They were the only ones who knew his dark secrets, the mystery that hid in his eyes. That's the way he liked it, usually keeping to himself, not giving a shit what anyone thought about him. When Aria walks in his life, things get shaken up. Now, life starts getting a little more interesting.

Complicated by unflitered1

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My Junior Year

Emo girls were never the type of girls guys wanted to approach Every body just though that this is some weird way to go through adolescence phase, and depression that people found pathetic. However Hayden wasn't trying to get attention by the way she dresses, she was completely oblivious, she was the girl who always went unnoticed, her life was kind of miserable, she never took care of her facial appearances, she been too busy to look at the mirror twice, not looking for any approval since the mask she wore hid it all, including her pain. Hayden was never interacting with boys, she had what she claimed was 'Maleophobia' but in this new hightschool everything seemed different, she meets very various types pf people, guys and girls, that somehow managed to change her principles What will happen to Hay once everything changes in her life? Will she able to shine again? Or will she just go worse? It all started with a lunch, and a high-school class ! ! Based On A True Story !