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Dernière publication ven., août 21, 2015
The worst feeling is when you feel nothing at all. The pain that hurts the most is the one you can't even feel because you're used to it.
I'm Hayden Flloyd - Well that's the name I used to go by, I'm just a nobody now. I'm that girl you occasionally pass in the halls, and think "Wow, look at how good my life is. At least I'm not a freak like her."
Cancer didn't only take my Mother from me, it also ripped away my Father. I only had one way to cope, and soon my whole life was turned upside down.
After three years of being alone and shattered, I don't want anyone's help.
But, I can't seem to make myself stay away from Ryder Fough.
.TRIGGER WARNING.
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