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LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION)

AquaediusAiyoka

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Parts 13
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Reads 417
Votes 10
Parts 13
Time 1h 3m

AquaediusAiyoka

Mature

2016 anxietydisorder crush development emotional family goofy imagination love lovestory perfectionist poem poetry rolemodel

***UNPOLISHED***
***PLEASE READ IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS***

EVERYTHING WORD IS LITERALLY STRAIGHT FROM MY ICLOUD NOTES 💀😂
IT IS NOT EDITED 

"Late nights in Tokyo is cluster of information from me myself"
"Describing my ways"
"My emotions"
"My thoughts"
"In my own personal way..."

"ON god i cant stand me dealing with these thoughts because sometimes it gets to me other times i successfully get them outta my head... i dont need to be thinking anythng like this for real...i need someone to save me you feel me...because like i said it isnt healthly to just sit here and feel like this...i gotta find good in the bad and most of the time it is...I wanna help so many people as i can and tell them this is the way...i wanna be peoples light..its sounds dumb but i know how to feel and i gotta get all this hate and dark feelings out"

"I made this because I always wanted to keep track of my thoughts and feelings and maybe this will passed on to someone who wants to understand me..."

"In a beautiful different city like Tokyo"
1/30/19

"The only person that can save me is myself. I shouldn't depend on nobody else on such deep personal feelings"

"Late Nights In Tokyo, The "Late Nights" could mean myself or my feelings, thoughts, mindset, and all in general how I perceive things. Same thing with "Tokyo" 
I could be in my head overthinking or expressing my emotions flexing my own beauty. Hence why calling Tokyo a beautiful city. My thoughts and etc (Late Nights) are within myself (Tokyo) "Late Nights in Tokyo". Goes without saying, everyone's own way of thinking it's unique and different...everyone has their own beauty".
"Scattered thoughts and emotions just written down from an emotional teenage boy, trying to figure himself out".

Enjoy
3/29/20

December 20, 2016 (first created)
October 11, 2019 (finished)All Rights Reserved

2016 anxietydisorder crush development emotional family goofy imagination love lovestory perfectionist poem poetry rolemodel

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