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What If It Was All Fake... (Depressed Deku X Todoroki)

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Reads 23,252
Votes 599
Parts 38
Time 1h 44m

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bokunoheroacademia deku depressed depression izuku mha myheroacademia sad tododeku todoroki

IMPORTANT edit(31st march 2023): Okay so, this fanfic is very old and I was 11-12 when I wrote it so please if you find it cringe don't mention it 😭 it was also my first work ever and I can assure you what I do now is better. But if you still wanna read it feel free to. 

⚠️self harm⚠️
⚠️suicide attempts⚠️
⚠️multiple deaths (?)⚠️

(Tododeku)

Everyone know Izuku as a cheerful person that is always smiling and that seem happy all the time but...
what if all these smiles were.. fake.

"I lost her... and since that day... everything was worst than before
He's trying to help me but... nothing works 

My 'smiles' are all... fake
I forgot what happiness once was..."


There's a hidden message in the book.

It's also in first person POV (yeah...)

Hope you'll like this crappy book. I update a lot. I have nothing to do with my life so I update almost everyday 

I do not own the characters nor the anime

I own the plot and the fanfiction itself

I also own the cover 👌

Happy reading 

Start: 26 May 2020

End: 9 September 2020

COMPLETEDAll Rights Reserved

bokunoheroacademia deku depressed depression izuku mha myheroacademia sad tododeku todoroki

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