Pain

People keep saying I'm lucky to have a rich family pero ang hindi nila alam my mother and father always arguing.bata palang ako ng nanlalake na ang mama ko I always remind my self to be not like her when I grow. I want to be a woman who know the words responsibility and dignity.
I always wish that oneday my mama and papa will be good at each other but maybe world was really awful and cruel to me bacause after my birtday mama and papa dead on arrival in the hospital while hugging each other,I cried a lot my body feel numb.
why?when they are already okay saka naman sila mamatay na dalawa bakit? I always ask my self why world is so cruel to me? Why still alive until now? Why god keep me alive in the world that full of cruel person but maybe god has a good plan for me so he still want me to live in this world.