Bad Thoughts
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Ongoing9m
Last published Mon, Apr 20, 2020
⚠️WARNING⚠️
this book carries heavy topics such as: suicidal thoughts, alcoholism,bad language and just messed up stuff
so read if you're okay with this
what inspired me to write this is some games such as
"missed messages" "you left me" ect.
saying this right now...this does not have a happy ending...
but yeah....(don't be scared,this doesn't have actual suicide)
im not gonna be putting warnings every chapter,this is your only warning
ah,might be some grammar mistakes
but without further a do
enjoy (?)
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