I'm a Bitch
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Last published Thu, Apr 8, 2021
Book showing the darkest, rawest and most honest parts of myself. This started out as a class project but then it somehow transformed into the most honest thing I've written in the past 8ish years. Please read, enjoy, and dig deep into my brain and my most beautiful darkest moments.
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Just a random girl who has a shattered life 🫂 I post almost daily and if not I'm sorry for not being so active. Just keep a little patience and I'll be back with some awesome content ✧ About me: A girl who has picture perfect love but somehow ends up getting her heart broken ♛ What made me want to write? Wanted to make other people feel that they're not alone with all these messed up feelings ✿
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