{Winner of Best BoyxBoy in the x1DStoryAwards} Guilt. Such a simple word, but one lethal injection can lead to death. Louis Tomlinson is in such a state. His past is haunting him, and it refuses to go away. Harry is dead. Nothing can change that, Louis knows. But it still hurts. It hurts more than anyone can imagine or understand. He tries to run from the guilt, moving to a different school, but it follows him there. Welcoming, cheerful Liam Payne attempts to coax him into the school's social circles, but Louis will have none of it: Liam reminds him too much of Harry. So he continues with his life: cutting, writing in a notebook to those who are long gone, wallowing in his guilt...and swiftly falling in love with Liam. Will this prove too much in the end? Is Louis truly...unfixable? *Includes death, depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, boyxboy, and AN ADORABLE ENDING, I promise!*