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Time 6h 17m

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she wasn't screaming for that moment, she was screaming for all the times she was beat and couldn't make a sound. 

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her face becomes pale and her hands automatically come to her stomach. 

her breathing stops and she falls to her knees as liquid trickles down her leg. she slowly moves her head down looking at her pants which were soaking up and turning red. 

the baby  

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WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS VIOLENT AND VULGAR SCENES. IF THIS TOPIC EASILY TRIGGERS YOU PLEASE DO NOT READ. THANK YOU!

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Mishal Abbas is a 19 year old innocent beauty. She dreams to become a teacher, but learns over time that her dreams mean nothing to anyone. Her life is controlled by none other than her father but she can do nothing about it. Will she be found by a good heart or will it be too late?

Zain Rehman is a 22 year old soft kind hearted man. He has been the prince of his family for his whole life and gets anything he wishes for. He has been handed everything from his parents and doesn't need to even worry about the smallest of things. He still feels incomplete but doesn't know what he needs. Will he realize or will it be too late?

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Status: Completed 
Started: March 30, 2020 
Ended: February 12, 2021All Rights Reserved

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" Maya! Where the hell are you??" Zain shouted. She was cleaning the kitchen when she heard her husband shouting. She rushed towards the room. "What happened??"she asked not knowing her mistake. Zain was holding a ironed white shirt.He barged towards her and took a fistful of her hairs. She whimpered in pain and a shriek left from her mouth. " Why didn't you iron my shirt?"he asked her angrily. " I did" Confusingly she whispered. "Oh! So you think I am lying over here huh? Let me show you your standard woman." Zain shouted and grabbed her arm forcefully and yanked her towards where iron stand was. He switched on the iron at maximum heat and throw daggers towards Maya who was painfully looking at the floor.He put her hands on iron_stand and put that hot iron on her hand. A painful shriek left her mouth and constant 'sorry' word was rolling down her lips.But he..... ~~~~~~~~ Maya Javed, a 23 years old, a bubbly or nerdy girl, living a simple life but after her marriage to Zain Abbas, 24 years age, a snobbish and rich, spoiled brat , her world lifts up to down due to her best friend or cousin Alisha from her father's side. Rohaan, a 26 years age man who was a CEO of Khan's Industry was a cousin of Maya Javed from her mother's side.He married to Maya for her mother's sake after Maya's divorce. ~~~~~~~' What destiny had hold up for them? To know join Maya's journey. Grab a tissue paper and get ready to get a ride on roller coaster of Maya's life. *No 1 in ALLAH♥️❤❤* *No 1 in himandher* *No 1 in Sabr*

Two hearts beats as one. by Zainabfathima18

"Just go away, you know that I don't like your touch. Then why are you here? You think you're his mumma? No, he will for sure forgot you when he will grown up." His eyes blazing full of anger as he spoke these words. "I'm not his mother?" her voice cracked as she asked. "No, you know who is her mother. She was only the one, love of my life. I don't know why are you still here, may be all you want me to touch your bod--" "No, don't you dare. I never wanted anything from you except him. I'm leaving okay? Allah hafiz." she cut off, she was crying. And when he realised his mistake, it was too late. "Abbu, I want mumma." his son says, sobbingly. "I promise, she will be here. Okay? Stop crying my baby." He says, hugging his son with full of tears. Zehna Khan, she is independent woman. Strongly believe in Allah..she gets happy with little things!! Arhaan Ahmed, his wife passed away leaving Sign of their love, their baby boy. Arhaan can do anything for his baby, and for his happiness he got married to Zehna. But he failed to give her happiness and love she deserves as a wife. ALHUMDULILLAH ||• #1 ALLAH 17/05/2020•|| { MORE THAN 30 TIMES} ||• #3 MUSLIM 23/05/2020•|| ||• #1 HALAL 06/06/2020•|| { 8 TIMES} || • #1 MUSLIMAH 21/08/2020•|| || • #2 DESI 04/09/2020 •|| || • #1 DESI 06/09/2020 • ||

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" Maya! Where the hell are you??" Zain shouted. She was cleaning the kitchen when she heard her husband shouting. She rushed towards the room. "What happened??"she asked not knowing her mistake. Zain was holding a ironed white shirt.He barged towards her and took a fistful of her hairs. She whimpered in pain and a shriek left from her mouth. " Why didn't you iron my shirt?"he asked her angrily. " I did" Confusingly she whispered. "Oh! So you think I am lying over here huh? Let me show you your standard woman." Zain shouted and grabbed her arm forcefully and yanked her towards where iron stand was. He switched on the iron at maximum heat and throw daggers towards Maya who was painfully looking at the floor.He put her hands on iron_stand and put that hot iron on her hand. A painful shriek left her mouth and constant 'sorry' word was rolling down her lips.But he..... ~~ Maya Javed, a 23 years old, a bubbly or nerdy girl, living a simple life but after her marriage to Zain Abbas, 24 years age, a snobbish and rich, spoiled brat , her world lifts up to down due to her best friend or cousin Alisha from her father's side. Rohaan, a 26 years age man who was a CEO of Khan's Industry was a cousin of Maya Javed from her mother's side.He married to Maya for her mother's sake after Maya's divorce. ~' What destiny had hold up for them? To know join Maya's journey. Grab a tissue paper and get ready to get a ride on roller coaster of Maya's life. No 1 in ALLAH♥️❤❤ No 1 in himandher No 1 in Sabr