I'm not a man, or anything else (Suicidal Kirishima X Bakugou)
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This is a story where a boy by the name of Enjiro Kirishima fights a battle within himself.
He came out of an abusive household, he suffers from night terrors, has panic attacks and, he is also bullied and has an extremely low self esteem, Depression and anxiety.
He puts on a mask every morning to try and hide his problems from the world.
But one day his mask slipped.
A friend of his named Katski Bakogo release hes not acting quite right and confronts him.
will Bakogo be able to help Kirishima? or will he lose the mental battle?
⚠️Warning⚠️
this story has Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt and probably a little smut
so if your not ok with that this might not be the story for you
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