just thoughts and awful poetry
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Ongoing, First published Mar 31, 2020
i'm back after not using wattpad in forever. i hope i can be better this time

if you're reading this, you're probably doing pretty bad. i'm sorry for that and i hope you can get better soon, even if it's really hard

i don't want to trigger anyone. i'm just writing my thoughts and emotions here. if you don't want to know anything about them, please don't read this 'book'

and if you decide to read anyways, please enjoy but not too much
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In Love With Blindfolds On

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I gave the best of myself to someone who didn't have anything to lose. I didn't know how to avoid my lover's toxic and abusive flames. My lover's twisted words were like a maze inside of my head that I couldn't escape. Sadly, my lover's actions hypnotized my thoughts and paralyzed my thinking. I learned the hard way that love isn't leaning in for a kiss, and a fist meets you halfway. Love isn't being a punching bag because someone decided they wanted to beat on you today. Love isn't saying I love you just because someone wants to keep you to themselves. I tried to be there for my lover, but I learned it is impossible to fix the broken pieces when the glass has shattered. There will always be pieces that are not repairable. However, I kept going right back to the person who I needed to walk away from. I was afraid, and I wasn't brave enough to wake up from this nightmare! I made the choice to suffer when life is meant to be lived and enjoyed. Will I find the courage to know my worth and know that I deserve better than the distasteful lies that are whispered in my ears? Will I have the strength to fight my insecurities? Will, I set myself free, or will I let my love be the death of me?