Living in a Nightmare

(Y/n) didn't want this life she hated living. She has been through the unimaginable.

She had grown up with abusive parents and she had lived with them since she was 9 but then they had sold her.

She was given to Chisaki! And she had stayed with him since she was 12. But one of Chisaki's workers had put his quirk on her. (Basically like a curse.) So she always wakes up to see a horrifying creature but it's even in her dream. So having that curse made her grow with so much fear, depression, PTSD, Eating disorder, Stockholm Syndrome, and Anxiety.
She never had a home where she felt safe and even during her time in U.A.

(At this point how she still living?)

The creature is also like a spirit or that's there to ruin her life. It doubts her and it makes sure that her life is miserable it makes sure she doesn't smile. It would do anything to keep her from smiling and feeling joy cause that's the only way to get rid of him. When things couldn't get worse Chisaki was on the hunt for her when she was able to escape.

She only thinks negative thoughts she doesn't know what being happy means or what love means.
She was broken and she knew it she always tried to look like she was fine.
But her class is trying their best to help her smile and hear her laugh. She was special and so was her quirk.
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She can fake a smile just that she can't feel happiness just wanted to clarify