Hope

You know that feeling of emptiness, that anger that run in your veins, makes you wanna scream until the whole world hears you? I get that all the time. And let me tell you that it is not that easy to overcome it. My life has changed without giving me a sign, leaving me wondering about my existence, trying to find a reason to stay alive. Each day is a new way of telling me that i'm useless, making me regret every single decision that i made. It just sucks you know. It should be easy to find peace, but maybe that's just not an option for me. Darkness is surrounding me, and it seems like i can't run from it. Whenever i make a step, i found it just behind me, waiting for me to make a little mistake, to haunt me for the rest of my life. Maybe i'm better off dead.

But hey, there one little thing i didn't mention: hope.