That One Who Was Destinied
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Ongoing, First published Apr 01, 2020
Life's never been easy, sometimes we get what we want, sometimes we don't, sometimes we wish things were different, sometimes we don't. All of these are sometimes impossible when you're ugly, espicailly when you're being me.

Insecurities filled me, envy, jealousy; name it all. Even my own dream was deprived. Being me sucks, sometimes I wish I was beautfiul, sometimes I wish I was born rich, but those are just my wishes, my fantasy. I hate being me.

But I strived hard to change that. Running away from everything, the pain and the heartbreaks I stood up from crawling to reach out for my dreams and when I thought that was it, I was wrong. I thought God hated me, but I was wrong. Love still find it's way to my stoned heart to make beat the warmest once again.
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The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.