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bukvaricsabrina

alpha alphasmate family fantasy fantasy-romance femaleprotagonist friendsandfamily friendship love mates possessive rejection romance runaway secondchances secrets teen teenromance werewolf wolfpack wolves youngadult

"You wanted me to reject you," he shouts, frustrated.
     "Well, maybe I want to take it back," I whisper.
     He sighs, running his fingers through his hair. "It isn't that simple." He trains his eyes on me, stepping out from behind his desk and leaning on the front of it. On his face is an unreadable expression. I walk toward him, a determined look on my face but wonder laced in my eyes. Thoughts race through my head as my heart pounds.
     "What if it is?"
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Rowan's been running from a young age when her brother and father were killed by a man who only wants to use her. After having a close run-in with pack members of the ruthless man that's after her, Rowan's hectic runaway life turns even more hectic as she meets new people who turn out to only want the best for her, something she hasn't had in a long time. 

With only four months until her 18th birthday, things begin to change. Rowan begins to change and memories start to seep into her mind, memories she'd forcibly pushed out. Through her hard journey to figure out what's happening to her, Rowan discovers that she doesn't need to be alone and that she doesn't have to. 

Will Rowan open up to people who crave to be her friends? Will she belong somewhere and decide it's time to stop running? Is love something Rowan can bring herself to behold and be comfortable with, something she can trust herself with?
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Alpha Ethan by HollyPrange

Excerpt only: I quickly run in their direction as my claws elongate into fierce points. I watch as a man in all black strikes down and kills one of the innocent packless men before turning to another. I make a flying leap to attack and am suddenly hit with a strong, overwhelming scent of vanilla and citrus. "Mate!" My wolf yells in my head. My conviction evaporates and confusion hits me, but I don't have time to think about what this means. Before I even have the chance to realize what is happening, the unknown man who had been my target spins to face me. We are mere centimeters apart and pain explodes through my stomach. I look down to find a black hilt sticking out of me and crimson spreading out around it. The man drops his hand from the dagger and I look up to meet his eyes. There are so many emotions swirling through his gorgeous sapphire eyes, confusion, shock, sadness, fear, anger. I don't get the chance to contemplate this as I stumble backwards, my consciousness slipping away from me. And then everything goes black. ---------- Scarlet Denton is a fiery young she-wolf with no family and no pack. She lives in the outskirts of Crescent City which is ruled by the feared Alpha Ethan Kane. They may live in the same area, but their lives are quite different from each other. What happens when they find out that they are mates?

His Sweet Lies by moonprince87

Her brows furrowed. "You look like you have something specific you wanna ask me." The tips of Liam's ears turned red at Emma's very accurate observation. "I, uh... I usually just bullshit my way through projects, so I have no idea what the hell I'm doing." The corners of Emma's lips formed a small smile. Liam arched his brow. "What are you smiling at?" Her smile widened. "Nothing." Ever since Emma started going to Silver Creek High, she's been bullied over her discolored eyes. It all started when a boy brought attention to her in biology class one day, laughing at her and calling her a "freak" while the rest of the class laughed along with him. She never looked at him or saw his face; she just ran out of the room crying. She was now an outcast labeled as a freak and she wanted nothing more than to just disappear. She felt she had no purpose in life. Until her sophomore year when she fell in love with Liam, the guy every girl wanted; the guy every dude wanted to be. He had stolen her heart and she now wanted nothing more than to be with him. Unfortunately, Liam seemed to want nothing to do with Emma. He seemed to be straight up avoiding her. They never interacted for 3 whole years. That is, until now in their senior year, when they get paired up for a school project. The two must put their differences aside and try to work as a team. But as they spend more time together, feelings grow deeper, and secrets start to rise to the surface. Warning: Contains mature language, sex, and topics of bullying, sexual assault/harassment, self-harm, and suicide

Burnt by Caitrinelizabeth16

"Alison." One of them says, walking closer to me. "Yes, Alpha?" I ask as I shuffle back slightly, keeping my head down. He takes a few more quick steps towards me, backing me into the cupboards. I flinch when his hand reaches out to gently cup my face. Oh, no. "Look at me." My body involuntarily listens, lifting my head to look into deep green eyes. 'Mate.' My wolf, Vanessa, whispers weakly, talking to me for the first time in over a year. 'Nessa?!' I call back to her desperately but she doesn't reply. I look back at the twin that I now somehow know is Cameron. My eyes dart between him and Chris as I start to hyperventilate. No. If Cameron is my mate then that means...No... Alone since the death of her parents, Alison Taylor has spent six years relying on herself, surviving by herself, and protecting herself. The time that she doesn't spend working or studying is spent fearfully avoiding bullies. All she's ever wanted was to get out of the pack and away from those who hurt her. Everything changes when the future alphas of her pack come of age and discover she's their mate. Alison's life changes forever as past wounds are reopened and secrets are brought to light.

My Best Friends Brother is my Mate (COMPLETED) by Elizabethbloodstorm

Book 1 On a werewolfs sixteenth birthday, they finally are granted the senses to seek out their mate. Alyssa and Amy have been friends all their life. Alyssa, the eldest of the two, never dreamed of her mate, instead she stayed shy and hopefully worked up enough money to afford to move away from her dead-beat parents. All Amy wants is love, and ice-cream, but she fantasies about her mate all the time. Amy also has an older brother, Axel, who turned sixteen three years ago, their family concerned as to why he hasn't found his mate yet. But he stayed in his familys home which opened their doors and hearts to Alyssa. Amy is protective of her best friend, her being the only one, what happens when Alyssas sixteenth birthday reveals the biggest secret, who is Axels mate? One thing on Amys mind, why did it have to be her Alyssa? Disclaimer: this book takes the clichés, puts them in a box, then kicks them out a window at the top of a very tall tower of "Amy I will hurt you" feels. Thank you. "I know right! Keep reading to see what Alyssa will do after she finally snaps!" - says someone who hasn't got wattpad but was showed a few things. She's amazing wattpad original! so no stealing kiddos, enjoy! #16 in werewolf 15/08/2017 (Part 1 of "My Best friend" series") Sequel is up - "My Best Friends Mate Is The Alpha"

Alpha Grayson|✔️ by iamahatlover

|HAS BEEN REWRITTEN| She was kind. He was heartless. She saw the good in everyone despite her past. He saw nothing but hatred for others because of his past. He was the Alpha. She was a Betas daughter. He wanted to save her But he drowned from his own secrets. He brought out the worst in her. She brought out the good in him. She realised the rage filled murderous Alpha had a heart beneath it all but was it too late? Two souls from two completely different worlds clash together and realise that they're not so different from each other after all. Alana Reid, a Betas daughter, only wants to be protected from her horrendous past by her mate but can he move on from what happened to her? Alpha Grayson, a man who's had a childhood no one would ever wish for, believes that his mate is best off without him but he can't live without her. Is she willing to accept his past and move on? ********* I thought about all the obstacles I had to overcome to get to where I am today as I walked towards my sons crib. Everything I went through was worth it. "Don't worry, mommy's coming," I said in a baby voice hoping to comfort him even though he wasn't crying. My heart dropped in my chest when I saw it was empty. No baby in sight. "Gray!," I screamed loudly like I was getting stabbed over and over again. He ran into the nursery, scanning the area for any danger. "He's gone! Our baby's gone!" His eyebrows furrowed as his eyes softened realising what happened. Just as quick as it came, it vanished and he was back with the icy look in his eye. The one he had when we first met. For a moment, I was afraid of him going back to his old self before dismissing that thought and focusing on my missing newborn son. Don't worry, I'm coming for you, my little bubba... Will the angel given to him melt the Alphas ice solid façade or not? Is she helping him escape his darkness or is she dragging him into hers? Read to find out... Cover by @belladz07

The Alpha's Little Hybrid (Book I)✔ by Submissivekitty2

First book in the Hybrid mate series...... His name Joshsan Morgan... Future Alpha of the blood scent pack... He loves running.. And being around people...He has black hair.. Brown eyes and a fit body.... He has A dad .. Mom... And younger sister... He lives his life to the fullest.. Waiting for his mate in the process.... He meets a certain red haired .. Pink eyed girl.. A goddess in his eyes.... He loved her even before he knew her name... His life was great having his mate.. His pack.. His family.. Totally unaware of the evil within his own pack.. He never thought that he would be betrayed by the person so close to his heart... How will he cope with this change......? Her name Jewels Blood Waters.. She loves to dance .. Swim.. Anything red is her style.. She has a mom. Her dad.. Her older twin siblings... She had long red hair.. Weird pink eyes.. And behold the beauty of the earth itself.... Her life was great .. Her secret was safe... Until they had to move to the blood scent pack territory... There she meets a black hair .. Brown eyes boy who would change her life forever... Twist and turns.. Ups and downs... Good time and bad times.. Times of war... Is she prepared for these changes... Can she handle a pack... Can she handle her bestfriend coming back after 3 years only to destroy her....But can she hurt her bestfriend who is her cousin but they grew up like sisters..... Can she handle the evils lurking deep within... Can she be the Alpha's Little hybrid ? This may not be based entirely about mates... It's mostly about two blood bonded bestfriends find their true strength and love for one another... To try and accept that they are the Moon twins... This is my first book of this type... This not edited.. I repeat... This is NOT edited... Read at your own risk.. You have been warned ... Thank you for picking this book.. Hope you like it... ENJOY!!!

Hidden by DarlingSophisticated

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The Alpha's Eversor by EriAeternum

Trained to be unbeatable... Taught to show no fear... Bred to be the best... They called Rowan the destroyer- the Eversor. She was to be a weapon, only needed when called upon, caught up in what was supposed to be a lifelong business she never thought she'd escape. . . until the day she did. Alec is the Alpha of one of the largest werewolf packs in the world, and then he finally finds his mate. She isn't at all what he expected. To him, she's stubborn, hard-headed, fierce, and is keeping secrets from him. He knows she isn't what she seems, and wants her to trust and confide in him though it's a lot harder than he expected. With new problems inching their way into her life, a man she has unexplained feelings for, and a past that's determined to ruin her life, Rowan doesn't know how to win this time. The only thing she ever craved was to be free and now when faced with options for the first time, she doesn't know what to choose. Little by little secrets are revealed, enemies arise, and loyalties are put to the test. All Rowan has ever done was follow orders, but for her to succeed and balance out these new problems, she will have to do something she never thought she could. . . Follow her heart. ********** An Aeterian Story- First Book *Mature Content* © All Rights Reserved

Bound by fate by ElliesWriting

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Alpha Ethan

Excerpt only: I quickly run in their direction as my claws elongate into fierce points. I watch as a man in all black strikes down and kills one of the innocent packless men before turning to another. I make a flying leap to attack and am suddenly hit with a strong, overwhelming scent of vanilla and citrus. "Mate!" My wolf yells in my head. My conviction evaporates and confusion hits me, but I don't have time to think about what this means. Before I even have the chance to realize what is happening, the unknown man who had been my target spins to face me. We are mere centimeters apart and pain explodes through my stomach. I look down to find a black hilt sticking out of me and crimson spreading out around it. The man drops his hand from the dagger and I look up to meet his eyes. There are so many emotions swirling through his gorgeous sapphire eyes, confusion, shock, sadness, fear, anger. I don't get the chance to contemplate this as I stumble backwards, my consciousness slipping away from me. And then everything goes black. ---------- Scarlet Denton is a fiery young she-wolf with no family and no pack. She lives in the outskirts of Crescent City which is ruled by the feared Alpha Ethan Kane. They may live in the same area, but their lives are quite different from each other. What happens when they find out that they are mates?