Grown up and at the door(Countryhumans RusAme)

Russia and America have been childhood friends ever since they entered kindergarten, even if at first they hated each other. Russia has had a big crush on the oblivious America. So it hurt when America got in a relationship with China. At that time, one of Russia's dads died in a car accident, leaving him and his family in ruins. This along with the relationship, sent Russia down a depression spiral. He started to drink, skip classes, cut, and get sensitive easily. He would lash out on others for small things. America and Russia then slowly drifted away from each other. Russia would watch helplessly as America lived his own life, with out Russia in it. All of that would change however, when they were all grown up and with America at Russia's doorstep.

This is my first story so please tell me what you think!! Criticism is always allowed! Note: none of the characters belong to me, I'm just in the fandom qwq. There's a possibility of smut and sensitive topics so if there is I will add warnings of where it starts and ends.