i despise you
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Ongoing, First published Aug 21, 2014
This is my first book ever started! i foung it on my computer dating back to 2012, when i was 14! It's based on true lived stories put in one. Enjoy.

This is the story of Sophia Milles. Sophia Anne Milles. She lost her mom, she lost her passion she lost her faith. But the one boy that she despises most of all will change the course of her fall during this exciting new summer love story.
Please tellme what you think in comments and messages so i can make it better :)
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