Depressed Deku x Todoroki {completed}
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Bakugo's bullying and after his mother died. Izuku hasn't really been feeling like himself. The boy that doesn't have any family left, has fell into a deep state of depression even though his friends say they will be there for him, Izuku don't feel like he can hold onto his life much longer.
Ok so yeah this is my first story. This is Tododeku because it's cute well the story isn't but yeah the ships is.
This story contains some depressing stuff so yeah
⚠️Trigger warning⚠️
-Self harm
-Suicidal thoughts
-Suicidal attempts
-depression
-Swearing
Enjoy!
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