After 19
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"It's a disorder not a decision" - Unknown
She felt a lump in her throat and tried as much as possible to put on a happy face.
She couldn't blame her dad for organizing a birthday party, but it's the last thing she wanted.
She felt that uncomfortable tingly feeling when she was the center of attention.
"Blow the candles hunny" she heard her mum say.
She looked up again, her friends and family were all around, soft smiles gracing their faces.
She returned their smiles, leaned down and said a short prayer and blew them out she grinned softly as they clapped and took pictures.
Jalissa really hoped she'd feel better now she was 19
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