Sick Thoughts
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An emotionally numb young adult derives pleasure from sexual intercourse as her only source of sentiment -- for a price. As 19 - year old Callie Armstrong sits in a bar, she recalls every encounter she's had but calls attention to one person in particular who wanted more than sex. The person who made her analyze herself and resurface memories she never wanted to relive. He made her see the reasons for her ineffable behavior. As her thoughts speak louder than her words, Callie doesn't know how to handle this, making the internal fight with herself worse and worse.
"You've got me so fucked up, Brendon Urie."
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Imagine being awakened in the night and blindfolded then tied to your bed. Your body being ravaged in the dark by unseen hands and lips. Having your most wicked desires fulfilled by someone you know but can't identify. NOW imagine it happening again and again and again.... Never knowing when he will strike or what pleasures he will bestow upon your body when he finally does. This has become her life, this has become her world. Where passion and fantasy blur the lines of reality how far are you willing to go? After years of spiraling out of control Katya Povlov finally turns 18 and her parents give her an unexpected gift. No longer willing to deal with her deviant ways she has one week to get out. With no money, no job, and no other options she decides to move in with her older brother. He goes to college part-time, is a bartender, and has two roommates. They have a spare bedroom along with the assurance of a job just waiting for her. One bad girl, three college guys, and a possible job at a strip club. Life couldn't get more intense....until it does. A drunken confession during a simple game of Sins and Secrets. That is all it took to open the door to a world where pain and pleasure walk side by side. A place where desire is the air you breath and submission is the ultimate gift. The only requirement to partake is consent...
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