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Sick Thoughts

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Time 1h 34m

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An emotionally numb young adult derives pleasure from sexual intercourse as her only source of sentiment -- for a price.  As 19 - year old Callie Armstrong sits in a bar, she recalls every encounter she's had but calls attention to one person in particular who wanted more than sex.  The person who made her analyze herself and resurface memories she never wanted to relive.  He made her see the reasons for her ineffable behavior.  As her thoughts speak louder than her words, Callie doesn't know how to handle this, making the internal fight with herself worse and worse.

"You've got me so fucked up, Brendon Urie."All Rights Reserved

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30 Lashes: Submission. Punishment. Love by JDaleKink

She ran from the one man who would never hurt her-into the arms of one who did. Now she wants to come home. But trust, once broken, demands a different kind of pain. Sam made a mistake. One that nearly tore her world apart. Devin, her Dom, was everything she craved-control, safety, love. But fear made her lie, and pride made her run. Now she's back. And Devin isn't interested in punishment. He wants something harder: understanding. Rebuilding. To be his again, Sam must face what she tried to forget-the truth about Greg, about herself, and about the paper-thin line between surrender and self-destruction. A raw, psychological journey through kink, repair, and the deepest kind of submission.

Hiding Anna [rewritten] by em1341

[THIS IS A REWRITTEN VERSION OF THE OG] *** WARNING: Contains extremely triggering and mature content in almost every single chapter in this book, read at your own discretion. *** "That's not a fair deal." She whispered, more to herself than to me. "I know." "Sleep over but with no sex?" "No sex." I confirmed. She pursed her lips together and clenched her hands on the sides of the cabinet. Her eyes flitted over to the remains of two lines of ket. There was still a dusting of powder on the side. "Fine." One word. It was a miracle. I was certain she'd say no, but I'd wanted to try anyway. "No one can know." She reaffirmed. But as soon as those words were out she scraped the remaining powder onto her finger pads and snorted it. *** Cassie Moore is a walking mystery, but the ghosts of her childhood are neither glamorous nor intriguing. She is broken, and the perpetrator stays hidden in plain sight, taunting her with her very existence everyday at school. And one day, it all comes to a climax and her entire world shifts. This is a beautiful romance between two people who love each other more and more every day that goes by. Two people who better each other, a boy who sets a girl free. This is a journey between a girl and her emotions that are continually working against her. This is a tale of how two misfortunate people grow out and with each other in adversity.

A collection of fanfiction short stories. all based in alternate universe by Cazza1974LW

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Logan by braindeadwriter06

*TW* Contains topics and scenes of sexual assault, self-harm, abuse.* "You know you loved every second of it," I can feel the tears welling up as well as the anger building up within me. I stare at him for a while before I have to turn away from his hungry gaze. "Look I just came here to tell you that I forgive you for what you did back in Cali and I'll take you back," "You forgive me?" I yell. "I did nothing to you. You raped me! You fucking raped me! You have no right to come here and tell me that. You. Forgive. Me. You traumatized me. What you did to me tore me up inside and was eating away at me until I tried to kill myself. And when I told people they didn't believe me. I had to listen to so many people talk about how great a guy you were and how I clearly just regretted sleeping with you. You are a monster. You made me hate myself for something that was never my fault. You have caused me so much pain and suffering," I pause to take a deep breath. "So you don't get to come here to my school and tell me you forgive me. You don't get to make me feel bad about coming forward. The only thing I regret is ever thinking you were a good person." _____________________________________________ Logan Young is a 16-year-old girl about to start her senior year in a brand new town. The past year has been tough and her family moved to give her a fresh start. Her life before the move had been hard and she had been spiraling. She quickly makes new friends and even enemies. She builds up walls to protect herself. But what happens when an unlikely person helps her to tear down her walls and heal. Will she be able to survive in this new place and keep her secrets intact?

house of memories; adopted by brendon urie by kaleidoscope-memes

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CONSENT: Book 1 in The Dangerous Games series by Rory1313

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The Way He Owns Me by SamuelaMiranda

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Everything Changes by Upallnight19

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DROP OUT by PerfectlyUnperfect27

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30 Lashes: Submission. Punishment. Love

She ran from the one man who would never hurt her-into the arms of one who did. Now she wants to come home. But trust, once broken, demands a different kind of pain. Sam made a mistake. One that nearly tore her world apart. Devin, her Dom, was everything she craved-control, safety, love. But fear made her lie, and pride made her run. Now she's back. And Devin isn't interested in punishment. He wants something harder: understanding. Rebuilding. To be his again, Sam must face what she tried to forget-the truth about Greg, about herself, and about the paper-thin line between surrender and self-destruction. A raw, psychological journey through kink, repair, and the deepest kind of submission.