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Sick Thoughts

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Reads 2,355
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Parts 19
Time 1h 34m

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An emotionally numb young adult derives pleasure from sexual intercourse as her only source of sentiment -- for a price.  As 19 - year old Callie Armstrong sits in a bar, she recalls every encounter she's had but calls attention to one person in particular who wanted more than sex.  The person who made her analyze herself and resurface memories she never wanted to relive.  He made her see the reasons for her ineffable behavior.  As her thoughts speak louder than her words, Callie doesn't know how to handle this, making the internal fight with herself worse and worse.

"You've got me so fucked up, Brendon Urie."All Rights Reserved

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Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

But It's Better If You Do || Brendon Urie|| EDITING IN PROGRESS by ShortStories432

Alexandria Payne has shut the whole world out ever since the devastating death of her beloved father whom she cared for deeply. Nobody and nothing matters to Alex anymore. No one...except for Brendon Urie, an eccentric celebrity who can offer her far more than everything a girl could desire. Love finds Alex when she least expects it in the form of Brendon. But can Brendon mend the deep wounds that she's been dealing with since her father passed away long ago? Is love strong enough to fix loss? ------------------------------------------------------ As she sheds her skin onstage I'm seated and sweating to a dance song on the club's P.A. The strip joint veteran sits two away Smirking between dignified sips of his dignified Peach...and lime... Daiquiri. ------------------------------------------------------

Of Pixels and Dying by matcha_and_coffee

What do you do when you're a burnt out teenager struggling with depression, emotional abuse, and surrounded by perfect yet toxic peers? Kelsey Oliviera finds solace in the online world of gaming and internet friends. Her miserable reality is alleviated from the comfort of a beautiful friendship with Louis Dennard, someone she's never even met in real life. Then a terrible tragedy shakes her entire world and Kelsey begins to spiral closer to suicide. But through the heartbreaking grief, she experiences an incredible life lesson that changes her perspective on her existence forever. TW: depression, self-harm, mention of eating disorder, suicide, emotional abuse Finished: 8/18/2022

Shattered by Divalicious24

Everyone has a story to tell. Some are more cheerful than others. Some can make you feel joy and others can bring you to your knees... 18 year old October's story is one of those stories that will bring you to your knees. Not only does she have to deal with constant abuse from her parents and self harm, but she also has to deal with an abusive relationship that pushes her to her breaking point. However, despite all the hardships she has faced (voices in her head, insomnia, a miscarriage, rape, suicidal thoughts, and etc) she eventually finds the one thing she was so desperately longing for. Happiness. However, before you can learn about her happiness, you have to journey into her version of hell... This is her story... NOTE: This book contains strong adult content and some graphical rape scenes that may be disturbing to some readers. NOTE: Slow updates

DROP OUT by PerfectlyUnperfect27

IM CURRENTLY RE WRITING THIS STORY: If you would like to read this version please read at your own risk and my new version will be up very soon, thank you! Alexandra Forest watched her parents get murdered at the age of 7. Now years have passed, she dropped out of school, going house to house in the foster system, and always looking for a new 'high' to escape her reality. That is until she's caught shop lifting, she's forced into a home and forced to go to school only to be stopped by a certain group of boys. Sebastian Peters father left for another woman, soon after his father abandonment to his family, Sebastian's older sister, Danielle, overdosed. Leaving him to take care of his mentally ill mother. School thinks he's some bad boy with no secrets and a perfect life. Wrong. He has secret and he's not a bad boy, (maybe a bit rebellious at times) and he certainly doesn't have a perfect life. And maybe, just maybe if Alex lets him into her dark world he can light it up. ****** I really hope you guys like this new story and remember to vote and comment. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO ME @PerfectlyUnperfect27

i feel safe. by kyaeilish

"i feel safe with you billie." i say. lowercase intended. billie is not famous (yet), billie has her blue hair in this but it's not based off of her when she had it. trigger warnings: talk of self harm, depression, anxiety, panic attacks, drug abuse/overdose, alcoholism, abuse, eating disorder, rape/sexual assault, and possibly more. read with caution. started 2/15/24 welcome to my first ever story! please please read the trigger warnings and take them into account. if you are not in the right state of mind dont read! constructive criticism is always appreciated. -kya. this story is based around me and my past. ps: i write on an iphone, i don't know how this is gonna turn out, i have no previous experience on writing books, but i thought i'd give it a shot.

CONSENT: Book 1 in The Dangerous Games series by Rory1313

Imagine being awakened in the night and blindfolded then tied to your bed. Your body being ravaged in the dark by unseen hands and lips. Having your most wicked desires fulfilled by someone you know but can't identify. NOW imagine it happening again and again and again.... Never knowing when he will strike or what pleasures he will bestow upon your body when he finally does. This has become her life, this has become her world. Where passion and fantasy blur the lines of reality how far are you willing to go? After years of spiraling out of control Katya Povlov finally turns 18 and her parents give her an unexpected gift. No longer willing to deal with her deviant ways she has one week to get out. With no money, no job, and no other options she decides to move in with her older brother. He goes to college part-time, is a bartender, and has two roommates. They have a spare bedroom along with the assurance of a job just waiting for her. One bad girl, three college guys, and a possible job at a strip club. Life couldn't get more intense....until it does. A drunken confession during a simple game of Sins and Secrets. That is all it took to open the door to a world where pain and pleasure walk side by side. A place where desire is the air you breath and submission is the ultimate gift. The only requirement to partake is consent...

Suicidal by kaii12321

This is the story of an abused teenage girl, Maddie. Her need to die has become overwhelming and she is trying to find a way to help herself before she does something she may regret. The story is told from her point of view as she recalls all that has happened to her. Maybe telling her story will help her, maybe not. This isn't just any other sob story. This is more realistic. You may even find yourself comparing your life to Maddie's while reading this story. Disclosure: I wrote this as a 13-year-old and the writing is definitely not up to my current standards, but I feel as though changing what I have already written would take away from the emotion I put into this story at 13 years old. If you'd like an updated and more well-written version, please read my other story entitled "Remembering". TW/CW: domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation

Erase All The Downsides (DESTIEL) by -BisexualinDisguise

THIS IS A DOM/SUB FIC PLEASE ONLY READ IF YOU ARE OLD ENOUGH (yes, that means the 'mature for my age' fourteen years olds, I'm not playing with you) There were times when Dean got that itch under his skin, that need to not be the one in control, where would think about this moment. The moment he was under the weight of her gaze again. After the first few months, when the panic attacks and the excessive crying calmed down, after he could breathe normal again, he thought the effect had worn off. Like a detox from a drug he didn't know he was taking. He thought the temptation would disappear. Obviously that is not the case, because here he is, sighing into the warm evening air, already feeling utterly intoxicated in her presence. © all rights reserved Publish May, 2021

Betrayed Recovery by sorezqsilly

Fourteen year-old girl named Asa, has had an alcoholic dad ever since she was born, things always changed to a downside in her life. Until one day she meets a boy she truly appreciates having in her life. Suddenly everything takes a turn backwards to where she started. Will Asa and the boy she loves with all her heart, stay together? This story contains topics such as self-harm, eating disorders, abusive parents, sexual assault. If you don't feel comfortable with these topics, do not read this AND THERE'S NO SMUT! So sorry if you don't enjoy this book or the writing of this story, i started this in 2023 april i wanted to make something specific with mental health and things might not make sense in what i wrote but i still hope you do enjoy it!!

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Falling Apart

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