Wanting You That Way

Look at me, accept me, love me is probably too much to ask for. On the other hand look at me, hold me, touch me is more of a realistic request. We all take the smallest things and nurture it until it grows, that's what it was like for Kimery. She took a crush and and held onto it until it grew larger than anyone can ever comprehend. Without wanting it to blow out of proportion she fell for a boy who didn't really want her let alone anyone else .She wanted his attention. She craved for it, as if it would soothe her or tuck her in at night
how could not having someone's attention make her feel so lonely?

Kimery seems almost obsessed with her high school crush with delusions that she has a shot when he's rather unavailable because he's not the committed type. Kimery has crushed in secret but begins to get bolder in attempts to get his attention why he means so much to her she doesn't even really understand she's just invested time and energy in achieving what seems untouchable. She wants him without getting hurt in the process.

Grey only values superficial fun he uses all of the things he has to form this false pretense that everything in his world is perfect, he's popular, dresses nice and is envied by his peers. He's into the lifestyle fueled by the adoring attention