Dear Diary
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Name: Nur Viana
Class: 2 Ibnu Sina
Homework: You are to write simple diary entries about Sunday's (19/04/2020) and Monday's (20/04/2020) events/activities.
This my homework made on 20th of April 2020, with the deadline being tomorrow. I tried to be honest and genuine with everything I wrote, so don't be too weirded out by it.
(Trigger warning: mentions of death, mentions of sickness, and just me being sad most of the time)
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