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Complete, First published Apr 04, 2020
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"JENNIE WILL YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE?!" pagtataboy ko kay Jennie na kasalukuyang sinusundan ako. 



"WHY DO YOU ALWAYS KEEP ON PUSHING ME AWAY?! " sagot naman niya kaya wala akong nagawa kundi huminto at harapin siya. 



"Do you actually know what you are doing?! Mali to Jen! Maling mali! Bestfriend ko si Lisa at bestfriend mo si Hyun! I shouldn't have dragged you in this mess. My mess! They already hate me! Wag mong hintaying pati ikaw kamuhian nila! " 



"The hell I care about them Seulgi. Hate me all they want wala akong pake tsaka you didn't dragged me in this mess. This is our mess! Ginusto ko din to I fell for you kaya pwede ba?! Stop blaming yourself! "



"Jennie you don't understand---"



"Then ipaintindi mo sakin! Let me understand! Ano bang inaalala mo?"



"I myself is a whole mess Jen. You can't like me. Didn't you hear what they call me? They said that i'm a jerk! An asshole! And wala akong makita na mali sa sinabi nila because I myself believe that I am indeed a big dissapointment! So leave me alone. " 



"Seulgi ano ba?! For once isipin mo rin yung sarili mo hindi yung palagi nalang yung iba ang iniisip mo! The hell I care if you're a mess I can fix you! "




"Jen please, go back to Lisa. Si Lisa ang mahal mo at hindi ako. Siguro na excite ka lang because of the thrill. You really didn't fell for me. Panandalian lang yan." sabi ko at tinalikuran na siya. 




"Pwede ba Seulgi ipagdamot mo naman ako! Ano ba yung dapat kong gawin para maniwala ka na I seriously fell for you and what I'm feeling right now is real? "



"No you can't love me Jen." sabi ko at tuloy tuloy lang ako lakad then I suddenly felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. 



"Please Seulgi, maniwala ka naman sakin. " she said and this time she's crying. 



"I'm really sure about my feelings Seul. Hindi to basta basta na curious or naexcite lang. I love you and I fucking mean it. "
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"I think she deserve a sorry Miss Queen bee." "W-what?! Did I hear it right??" Hindi makapaniwalang tanong ko sa halos matawang tinig. "You??" I said na dinuro pa siya. "A fu*k*n transferee ay inuutusan akong mag sorry sa tatanga tangang yan?" I pointed out the stupid girl beside her na naka yuko lang before I let out a disbelief laugh, "are you kidding me?! And who do you think you are to tell me what to do?!" I shouted to her. "She already said her sorry but you still pushed her. Kung nabasa man yang damit mo, nabasa narin siya ngayon dahil sa pagtulak mo. Now It's your turn to say your sorry." She seriously said na parang hindi apektado sa galit ko. "Damn you!! Sino ka para sundin ko?!" Galit na sigaw ko sa kanya. "You'll say your sorry? Or you'll be sorry?" Banta pa niya. I heard the crowd gasped at what they heard. Saglit naman akong napanganga sa narinig, "Are you scaring me?! Sa tingin mo matatakot moko? You're just a transferee, you are nothi----" Natigil ako ng bigla itong humakbang patungo sakin, natahimik ako ng hinablot nito braso ko at hinatak palabas ng cafeteria namalayan ko nalamang nasa loob na kami ng comfort room. She push me in one of the corner naramdaman ko pa ang pader sa likuran ko, she walked away to lock the door before turning around to face me with her serious face. She walk closer. My heart starting to beat in nervousness ng ilapit niya ang mukha sa mukha ko, she even looking at my lips while doing that, as much as I wanted to push her ay hindi ko magawa dahil tila ako nawalan ng lakas kaya naman ng tuluyan ng lumapit ang mukha nito ay napapikit nalamang ako ng pagkariin riin. "Samuel Alejandro." Napadilat ako sa bulong na iyon. "Is he a good kisser? Is he good in bed? Hmm.. I think it's for me to find out." Lumayo na ito as she said that but I grab her arm just before she walk away. "What do you mean by that?" Tiim bagang kong tanong. Tinignan lang niya ako in a boring way. "I will seduce your boyfriend Ms. Queen bee."

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