I'M A MESS
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Complete Sat, Sep 25, 2021
"JENNIE WILL YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE?!" pagtataboy ko kay Jennie na kasalukuyang sinusundan ako.
"WHY DO YOU ALWAYS KEEP ON PUSHING ME AWAY?! " sagot naman niya kaya wala akong nagawa kundi huminto at harapin siya.
"Do you actually know what you are doing?! Mali to Jen! Maling mali! Bestfriend ko si Lisa at bestfriend mo si Hyun! I shouldn't have dragged you in this mess. My mess! They already hate me! Wag mong hintaying pati ikaw kamuhian nila! "
"The hell I care about them Seulgi. Hate me all they want wala akong pake tsaka you didn't dragged me in this mess. This is our mess! Ginusto ko din to I fell for you kaya pwede ba?! Stop blaming yourself! "
"Jennie you don't understand---"
"Then ipaintindi mo sakin! Let me understand! Ano bang inaalala mo?"
"I myself is a whole mess Jen. You can't like me. Didn't you hear what they call me? They said that i'm a jerk! An asshole! And wala akong makita na mali sa sinabi nila because I myself believe that I am indeed a big dissapointment! So leave me alone. "
"Seulgi ano ba?! For once isipin mo rin yung sarili mo hindi yung palagi nalang yung iba ang iniisip mo! The hell I care if you're a mess I can fix you! "
"Jen please, go back to Lisa. Si Lisa ang mahal mo at hindi ako. Siguro na excite ka lang because of the thrill. You really didn't fell for me. Panandalian lang yan." sabi ko at tinalikuran na siya.
"Pwede ba Seulgi ipagdamot mo naman ako! Ano ba yung dapat kong gawin para maniwala ka na I seriously fell for you and what I'm feeling right now is real? "
"No you can't love me Jen." sabi ko at tuloy tuloy lang ako lakad then I suddenly felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist.
"Please Seulgi, maniwala ka naman sakin. " she said and this time she's crying.
"I'm really sure about my feelings Seul. Hindi to basta basta na curious or naexcite lang. I love you and I fucking mean it. "
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