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Forgive Me

TroyMatthewAnderson

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Reads 142
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Parts 7
Time 28m

TroyMatthewAnderson

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"If you are reading this letter then it has reached you in the most unfortunate circumstances."

The letter continued on for about 3 more pages. I couldn't believe what I was reading, I couldn't comprehend the words written in dark blue ink. 

"I know it may be hard to understand and you may not even want to continue reading, I don't blame you. But I beg you to hear me out." 

I felt nothing but at the same time I felt everything. I could feel the coldness of the paper, the clamminess of my hands and how tightly they held the paper in front of me.

"I'm not doing this to hurt anyone, even though I know it will. But I just can't handle it anymore. I know that sounds vague and I will explain, but for now keep in mind that I am so sorry. Please forgive me."All Rights Reserved

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