Hurt

This wasn't the first time he put his hands on me and I knew it wasn't gonna be the last. He always question me about cheating on me and I would tell him know and I was telling the truth I wasn't messing around behind his back , but the thing is he cheats on me and he would tell me in my face and wouldn't care cause he knew I would leave him....I know what your thing 'oh she dumb dumb' and I can agree with you but I'm too scared to leave him trust me I tried before and guess what happened ? He beat me up like I was some dude on the streets. We I first met Leon he was the best boyfriend out of this world, he showed me that he HAD love for me but after awhile he started to disrespect me and call me out my name. Me and Leon been together for almost 3 year , yea 3 year of waste me time. First year of us being together was great it was...perfect , he treated me like a queen but after that he started to call me out of my name and started cheating on me one time he had sex with somebody right in front of me , 3rd year he started to beat me , beat me to the point that I was in the hospital one time and I covered for him sayin that I did these things to myself , he got me pregnant before and i told him that I was pregnant and he told me how much was the abortion I looked at him like he had two heads because I wanted to keep the baby and when I told him that he started punching me and kicking me in my stomach and soon I lost the baby , my first baby and ever since den I would cry to sleep and pray that god would get me out of this hell relationship.