Build me up (kickthestickz)
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Chris was always the reject.
He doesn't really care.
He's used to it.
Alone.
PJ is fragile, broken, weak.
He hates himself.
He's losing a war with himself.
Alone.
And then their worlds collide in a park at 2am on a cold November morning.
WARNING: swearing, self harm, suicide attempt, mentions of bulimia
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