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Build me up (kickthestickz)

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Reads 12,308
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Parts 8
Time 32m

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Chris was always the reject.
He doesn't really care. 
He's used to it. 
Alone.

PJ is fragile, broken, weak. 
He hates himself.
He's losing a war with himself.
Alone.

And then their worlds collide in a park at 2am on a cold November morning. 

WARNING: swearing, self harm, suicide attempt, mentions of bulimiaAll Rights Reserved

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