I Heart California?

Elliot Fintry being gone was hard enough for Elliot Jensen. Add on top of that the fact that he hadn't communicated with her in a long while, and she was going fucking insane. He was everywhere. He was everything she touched, smelled, heard, ate, and saw. He was the main character on her favorite show, the cloud that didn't resemble a face whatsoever in the blue sky, the fallen leaf on the sidewalk. He was every one of her fucking dreams, for Christ's sake.

Something told her she had to make her way to him; she knew Fintry needed her, and the feeling was sure as hell mutual. She needed to see him, feel his presence. This means California. California, along with everything and everyone that entails.
And so, Jensen says doubtfully "I heart California?"