Who he was- a suicidal Deku story

READ DESCRIPTION!!! Y'all better get some tissues. This is fan-fiction and I do not own My Hero Academia/ Boku No Hero Academia. Contains ships, blood, death, assault, knifes, and gore so if you are uncomfortable with any of those topics please don't read! Also contains My Hero Academia season 5 content and YouTube video links. ( I do not own any of those videos) And last, y'all should probably read all the authors notes when you get to them because they can contain very important information and answers to your questions. Btw, most of the details in this story don't follow the actual story line. I try to post multiple times a week if possible. Thanks for reading and enjoy the story!
Oh wait! One last thing! I have not posted links or names for artists of most of the pictures used in this book, however I do not take credit for the art unless it has my signature on it, CEK. I may also edit pictures and I will let you know if I do. Also please look at the Copyright that I have chosen, (CC) Attribution-NoDerivs, this allows other people to re-use my story as long as I am credited. But really, I am ok with you making art, animations,videos, other stories based off of this,continuing this story or any other sequels, or making this story on your account better then mine (edits, opinions, drawings by you, or how you think the story should have gone and making the story how you think it should be) AS LONG AS IM CREDITED. I don't care how you credit me. All you have to do is mention my username.Also, I do not care if you swear and stuff in the comment section, so if you see a comment with a swear, don't report it because I really don't care. Now enjoy the story!