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My Only Wish

hanamichi_sakuragi10

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hanamichi_sakuragi10

anxietydisorder autobiography depression familyissue mentalhealth religion

Ano ba ang major sources of happiness ng isang tao? 
Iba iba tayo ng perspectives pagdating diyan. 
Pag ibig, pera, material things, friendships, sex, at iba pa- ito ang mga bagay na nagpapanatili saatin para maging masaya sa ating buhay. Ngunit paano kung mayroon tayo nito lahat, maliban sa pag-ibig na nais nating mafulfill? 

Subaybayan nyo po sana ang kwentong ito.
Ito ay kwento ng buhay ni Jay at ng kanyang magulong takbo ng isipan dahil sa kanyang pagkukubli.. pagkukubli sa katotohanan, pagtakbo sa dapat hinaharap na katotohanan, at pagtanggap dito para makalaya na siya nang tuluyan.
My only wish" is a story of Jay- his journey towards finding his purpose in life, finding the love he deserves, and how life for a person like him becomes so cruel. 

This story also highlights the importance of mental health dahil sa story na ito, makikilala natin na si Jay ay mayroong isang uri ng mental disorder- dahil na din sa mga nangyayari sa buhay nya.
Please support my second story! 

"My Only Wish"
written by: Hanamichi_sakuragi10
"April 06, 2020" -startedAll Rights Reserved

anxietydisorder autobiography depression familyissue mentalhealth religion

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