11 parts Ongoing Josh Andrew Monte has always had a plan: survive, high school, get into a good pre-med program in college, and for the love of God, don't do anything that would make people look at him too closely. what he didn't plan for was Troy Callahan-his best friend since forever, the boy who makes life feel bigger, louder, brighter. The boy he's definitely, absolutely not supposed to have feelings for.
Because lately, Josh has started noticing things he shouldn't. Like how troy's laugh feels like summer. Or how his smile does something stupid to his chest. Or how the thought of Troy dating someone else makes him want to set something on fire.
And the worst part? Troy might actually feel the same way.
Now, with high school ending and an uncertain future ahead, Josh has two choices: risk their entire friendship on someting that might be real... or pretend he never felt it in the first place.
And honestly? He's probably going to pick the wrong one.
A heartwarming and bittersweet coming-of-age novel about friendship, self-discovery, and the confusing, wonderful mess of growing up.
