From A Distance || BTS Stanfic || LGBTQ+
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Last published Wed, Apr 8, 2020
"I've been neglected, forgotten, and left to die alone. Everything I see now is from a distance."
WARNING: SELF-HARM, DEPRESSIVE THOUGHTS
Jeon Jungkook had suddenly left BTS for seemingly no reason, leaving ARMY, managers, and band mates shocked and wordless. Quickly they scrambled for a replacement due to popular demand that BTS should continue performing, and came up with Kwan Daejung, a trainee. Daejung was shunned by the other members viewing him as having forced their precious Golden Maknae out of the band, and disrespected and hated on by ARMY for not being able to measure up to the person he filled in for. Everybody seemed to have forgotten that he was human, and that he still had feelings. And that those feelings could also be the end of him.
(A/N: oml I'm so sorry Kookie, I swear I didn't choose this on purpose. I legit had to put all their names on a spinner and let it choose. It kept landing on Kookie, so.. please don't insult me and hate on this because I replaced Kookie, it wasn't my decision and for this book I had to replace somebody.)
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