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this is nothing but a mirage of my thoughts not on a google doc tho. so here we are, I think about how my earrs won't be working or my eyes and will nearly go blind. I fear many things as i age and i am detrimentally afraid of many things. I will be adding to this as i write more songs and things of that nature. I find music to be therapuetic and very settling. I guess its an escape and i find that to be very cliche. but you know i dont usually put my thoughts in diaries or anything like this very often. I am more of a visual learner and hands on with things often. My therapist says i should be more articulate although i dont know wha that means. currently i am retouching on my piano and phtography as well as my art. I guess things are temporary if anyone know what that means. It's depressing to say the least but its the truth. so eyah .All Rights Reserved

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