This is a fanfiction on Shoto Todoroki, Todoroki at least has one mental health disorder cannonly, in this story he goes through a Mental illness known as Postal traumatic stress disorder, depression and anxiety.
He's close with Yaoyorozu and Midoriya, but are they aware of what Shoto deals with and how he acts behind the scenes? Shoto is questioned but is he too scared to express his feelings and open up in fear of losing them?
Read along and stay with Shoto throughout his journey to find out.
Warning: This story is very emotional, based off experience, real incidents from the anime and involves the canon, abuse and mistreatment Shoto went through.
Shoto suffers from mental health in this book, self harm, at some point an eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, ocd, abuse, rape, hanahaki disease.
This book involves Hetero, polyamorous, gay and lesbian relationships
This book is not for those easily disturbed or triggered and again, is open and as honest as could be made about how those who deal with this, suffer or put up with living like this.
If your struggling, I want you to know to stay strong and never give up, I very recommend talking to groups like childline, Samaritans, suicide hotline and shout, I have or known friends who have used some of these and they are very helpful or trustworthy xxx
The images used do not belong to me, credit goes to original artist, etc for images
the creator of bnha owns the characters in this fanfic
Suicidal Todoroki x Midoriya | What it Means to Love
69 parts Complete Mature
69 parts
Complete
Mature
[Please spare your eyes the agony of reading this abomination of a story. I wrote this forever ago and had no idea what I was doing.]
Empty.
Shoto Todoroki is empty. Words and blades (in a way, they're one and the same) alike have cut the color from his life and left irreversible wounds on his body and mind. Todoroki is unable to recall how to feel emotion in his achromatic world after endeavoring to cope with his painful past, but is his inability to feel simply a lie he's fabricated for himself?
Izuku Midoriya initially perceives Todoroki as a supposedly "bad person" due to Todoroki's glaring cold-heartedness. So, how will Midoriya react when he begins to unravel the enigma known as Shoto Todoroki and realize that even that which is shatterproof can still shatter?
[#1 in todorokixmidoriya on 04/15/21.]
[Completed on 08/26/20.]
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Note:
- This story is not intended to encourage/promote any of its darker themes/topics.
- This trash needs heavy editing.
- Cover is a work in progress.
Disclaimer:
- All credit for the BNHA/MHA characters used goes to Horikoshi Kohei.