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BLACK DIARY

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Reads 1,308
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Parts 11
Time 56m

been-me-all-along

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Dear diary,
Today is my birthday. I am 10 years old and a big boy. Papa is happy and you are my gift. Mama is pretending to be nice and so is everyone. I want to go live with papa but mama doesn't let me. She is so mean and so is brother. He is looking at me badly.

"He's gone." Andy said getting into the room. "What are you reading?"

"His diary." I whisperedAll Rights Reserved

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