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Buried in the past

bluerosesymphony

Reads 35
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Parts 4
Time 44m

Reads 35
Votes 6
Parts 4
Time 44m

bluerosesymphony

Mature

avoidant days desperation disorder elementaryschool father hospital mother parentproblems personal personality psychological random school selfhate selfinjury suicide suicideattempt traumas

Story inspired with "It will never be better"
Don't expect positivity, I have never  heard for such a thing :|
Contains disturbing parts (I don't know, it doesn't seem sad or disturbing to me but I am dead inside so I can't really tell) 🤷All Rights Reserved

avoidant days desperation disorder elementaryschool father hospital mother parentproblems personal personality psychological random school selfhate selfinjury suicide suicideattempt traumas

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