Wishing To Be Weak
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Mathew hates himself. He believes everything happens for a reason, him being the reasons. Blaming everything on himself is what he tends to do. He is terrified of people finding out what he is capable of. His strengths with magic and his ability to mess with the average mind. After attempting suicide for the last time he meets the person that is totally opposite from him. But he doesn't know what to do when his past demons begin to haunt him once again. Commit a mass murder? Or just destroy everything in his path?....He is capable of it.
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