Personal Drawings

So, as you know, I've started two other books that have something to do with my drawings and now here's another one, but this one is different. This is my personal pics, one's that help my soul to heal. I draw these because it hurts to cry, both mentally and physically. Living with my old man (dad) he made it seem it wasn't okay to cry, it was wrong. Then, I went to the eye doctor where they put drops in my eyes to see if I had an astigmatism, which I do, and now everytime I cry, ecsept laughing until I cry, it burns to the point it feels my eyeballs are burning! So, instead of real crying, I cry in my drawings! Make sence? Yes? No?