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i exist [as the definition of nonexistence]
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/ˌnänəɡˈzistəns/
the fact or state of not existing or not being real or present. (alternatively: the state of having dug your own grave into the wet earth of a forest far from everyone who ever pretended to care, lying down and letting maggots make homes inside the cavity of your vacant lungs)
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