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IF ONLY

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Reads 249,561
Votes 6,524
Parts 25
Time 1h 21m

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I was just in high school when I got pregnant with my boyfriend baby and when I told him he didn't want me to keep them and he left for Australia.. 

And 5years l had my kids and then one day I was supposed to meet with our partners from Australia who came to New York but then my best friend arrived on that same day so I rescheduled the meeting for the next day and when I got to the office the next day I couldn't believe who he was it was 'Christopher'.... 
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Read to find out what will happen in their love story and see weather Nathan will be able to forgive him so easily. 

Rankings

#41 in leaving on 03/05/2020
#170 in crying on 
# 2 in highschoollovers 
#501 on tears
#467 on Gay Romance
#545 on Gay FictionAll Rights Reserved

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