journey to my sexuality
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In the world today, were homophobic people exist, where people cannot get their nose out of other people's businesses, it is very difficult to be queer. But what happens when you realize you are? The shock, the depression, the self hatred that comes before the acceptance. It is not discussed enough. This is my story on how i dealt with it all and how I am still trying to figure things out. I am not yet grown but i am discovering myself day by day.
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