Jake Peralta - A Sad B99 Story
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I was just there on the floor. My tears mixing with my blood on the ice tiles of the bathroom. The searing pain in my forearm felt good, familiar.
I'm sorry I'm not good at writing, got dyslexia so sorry for the spelling
Also trigger warning. Themes of suicide, self harm and self loathing in this book.
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