emotions, but make it artsy
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MatureComplete Mon, May 25, 20209m
hi, my name is erin.
i've written a story or two on here before, but recently i've found myself writting more personal stories. every chapter is real unless i say it is not before the chapter begins. this is how i've been coping with my past. i think the next step is to share these stories with the world.
i'm not seeking attention, i simply want to put my past out there. if you have been through something similar, i want you to know that you're not alone.
I'll be adding more parts for sure but I've marked it 'completed' because there is no story line, thus you won't face any cliffhangers.
-- i will be posting trigger warnings before each chapter if i deem it neccessary to do so, however, below is a list of possible triggers that this story includes:
-mental/physical child abuse
-eating disorder(s)
-self harm
-suicide
-depression
xox. erinpaigge
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