She's Conservative... and She's Hot

i wish i stayed to be Shayne Hagron.
never been touched, never been kissed.
innocent and conservative
dahil sa kanya... i was able to change what i really am...
the change felt good...
but now... hinihiling ko nalang na sana... di nalang ako nagbago...
sana nanatili nalang ako kung sino at ano ako.
sana... sana buo pa ako hanggang ngayon...
sana hindi ako nasaktan...
at sana wala nang nadamay pa sa kagagahan ko.
but apparently., my regrets are too late. i may hate what i have become, but at the same time.
i love it.