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I Know That I'll Lose

Sunset-In-My-Veins

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Reads 12,314
Votes 243
Parts 14
Time 6h 35m

Sunset-In-My-Veins

adamhann drug drugaddiction druguse fanfic fanfiction georgedaniel matthewhealy mattyhealy readerinsert rossmacdonald slowburn the1975 trigger triggerwarning

A terribly stubborn, mildly (at best) egotistical man happens to meet a girl just as hard headed as he is, who can't help but bite every time he fishes for attention. 
"Don't set me a challenge if you aren't prepared to have it beaten."All Rights Reserved

adamhann drug drugaddiction druguse fanfic fanfiction georgedaniel matthewhealy mattyhealy readerinsert rossmacdonald slowburn the1975 trigger triggerwarning

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