MAFIA, EROS & ME | callmesleepingbeauty

When we met I thought to myself 'there you are, I have been looking for you',

I will never forget our first night. I had prayed that even if I never see you again this would be the night that I would experience something great, eros.
Sometimes I wish we would have left it at that, maybe we weren't meant to be.

The night we slept next to each other you held me and my soul became whole again. I felt whole again like I haven't felt in years. I had so much to tell you and then all that faded into nothing.

I knew we were somehow meant for each other. People had said to me I was to blame as well for how things turned out. I didn't give you the chance to be in my life to get to know me more. I just think that some things shouldn't be forced.

Fate works in those ways, it flows and it crashes.

For us, it always did anyway. Sometimes I think how random it is that you would pick me, even if it was just to pose as your fiancé.

And here we are now you, the mafia and me in the middle of it.