His eyes of euphoria
- Reads 3,105
- Votes 154
- Parts 35
Complete Sat, Dec 18, 20214h 15m
* TRIGGER WARNING* there may or may not be parts of this book that people may find upsetting. It talks about mental illness. Also it talks about religion so if any of these things may trigger you then I recommenced not reading this. However feel free to talk to me because I'm hear to support y'all.
16-year-old Matthew is on the lengthy journey of self-acceptance and discovery. How will he cope with a rising taste for a blonde boy who managed the earth on his fingertips like crushed berries. Will he learn to love himself? Or will he allow his doubt to control him and his sprouting relationship?
"Taste me in crimson so that when we taste no more, when age will turn our buds sour and memories hazy, that I have hope to scour my letterbox and find you wrapped pristine silk, next to an image of June.
Within your eyes, euphoric."
Acknowledgements
1# slice of life 15/01/21
23# closeted 15/01/21
All Rights Reserved
#2
asliceoflife
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Kiss, Marry, Kill
[MxMxMxMxM] ~ Charlie Hewitt has a secret: his past is not what it seems. He's managed to keep it to himself from the age of 18, when he left home, and buried himself in his friendship with Blake Anderson. But when his best friend found himself at the mercy of cruel, dominant men, Charlie stepped up. He's never regretted his decision, and he never will. But living fearlessly is easier said than done, especially when you've lived your entire life with fear. Second-guessing every breath, every word, every touch. But the first step to recovery is admitting there's a problem. Charlie clings to the belief that that's all it will take to put him on the right path. But will it? Or will the man whose been forced into so much finally snap? [Book Two. Read 'Stay High' First] Warnings: Explicit language, sexual content, violence, 18+ only. TW: sexual abuse/harassment, suicidal thoughts, abuse (physical, emotional, mental, substance, sexual). Gun violence, death, knife violence. Stalking and kidnapping. Text copyright © YeetMyselfx 2018-Present. The moral right of the author has been asserted. All rights reserved. This story is published subject to the condition that is shall not be reproduced or retransmitted in whole or in part, in any manner, without the written consent of the copyright holder, and any infringement of this is a violation of copyright law.Complete
Sinful Discovery
THIS IS NOT A PAID STORY. ONLY THE STORY BRANCHES ARE. YOU CAN READ THE ENTIRE BOOK FOR FREE. NOTE: This book contains intense internalized homophobia, little abuse of drugs, a brush into the topic of racism and African 'discipline' and a lot of fluff and teenage angst. --- Israel is from a very religious family. He's the good boy and most people look up to him. His parents love him and together with teachers, he's believed to be perfect boy. Israel knows for a fact that's he's far from perfect, especially since he has a big secret that's choking him up day by day. Israel believes he can continue being one person in the closure of his mind and being another outside in real life. He's smart and he can do it, unfortunately for him, his walls start coming apart and the 'choking' because too much when he meets Sky. © CriticallyIntenseComplete
The Pastor's Son
(The image does not belong to me! To any people who have already read it, I decided to change the picture!) *I wrote this book when I was in middle school so please understand that this book is NOT a great representation queer people. It could be deeply improved and if you're looking for something well written this is not the best place to look. Regardless, if you choose to read, please enjoy :)* Isaiah Harden has everything. Everyone loves him, he's extremely smart, he's nice, and is the son of the pastor of The Friendly Neighborhood Church. But to Jayden Brooks? Well, to him, he thinks Isaiah is just a preppy kid who gets everything he wants and looks down upon everyone. Their parents want the boys to be friends. Jayden absolutely refuses to spend time with Isaiah and get to know him. Will Jayden ever open up to Isaiah and realize that his life isn't all sunshine and rainbows?Complete
Common Colour
Am back again with my second book which was a bit challenging than the first one.Have been writting and rewritting this story for a year now. Hope you enjoyed it. THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW -This is a fiction book so don't google trying to find out which Newyork upstate is named Hopetown,school and even the character names,all is fiction. -The cast are of popular people,celebs. some you may know them,they are just casts enabling to give us a glimpse to imagine our book characters. -The story of this book is a longer than my first book,so if you are a short storied person then this book ain't for you cause the story starts at a slow and picks up as you read. -The story in this book is of interracial sex. We are people of modern world and we celebrate diversity. If interracial ain't your thing then skip over to other book. -The book has vulgar language don't read it if you are sensitive to it. -Sex! Good news to you horny readers the book contains sex and romance. If you are sensitive to teen sex don't read this book thou the characters in this book will eventualy grow to young adults at later chapters. -This is a gay story. If you aren't into LGBT book then i can as well advice you this aint your book to read. -Lastly don't steal my story! Enjoy reading my book,like,vote and share your reviews.Complete
You're Never Alone
Matthew Amoré moves to Venice Italy to find himself thrown into a spiraling relationship with a blonde kid that saves him from bullies. All the while battling depression, his feelings, and a new job, Matthew also has to tackle one big object...telling his boyfriends homophobic father that they are in a relationship. The outcome of it could either end with the happy ending that he's always wanted or the game over that he never wanted to have to experience. (A/N) Alright guys, so I started writing this when I was about 14 years old, so basically most of the chapters are pretty standard for a 14 year old. But, I took a break from writing for a while to work on my skills. I'm 17 now and I have improved a lot and I think that shows in the final three chapters of this story. Please feel free to read this if you want!!!Complete
when summer ends BXB
Sixteen year old Jay, has just moved to a brand new town with his father and little brother, trying to start over after his mother's death. He is tired, emotionally closed off, and not ready to let anyone in- not even the cute confident boy next door. Jay doesn't want a new beginning. He wants things to go back to how they were, normal. Even though he knows it's impossible. Alex, the boy next door. Also sixteen, thrives on early morning skateboarding and quiet escapes from the pressure at home that he isn't fully accepted in. But when he meets Jay, something within him shifts, wanting to know more. Throughout the course of a long summer these two boys and their troubled friends go on a much needed journey of self discovery and emotional development. Anything feels possible together. But what will happen when summer ends...
Book 1: And Then There Were More (Gay Poly)✔
Ricky is a low ranked demon whose ex husband cheated on him. Seven years later, he learns that they're still technically married, but due to demon law, he's now the property of his ex's current husband. What's more, they have two more husbands for him to meet. How is Ricky going to climb the ranks of demon society when he's suddenly thrust into a marriage that he never asked for? ----------------------- Story Length: [75,000 words]. This is Book 1 in the "And Then There Were More" Series. Book 2 is "In the Black" and is completed here on Wattpad. Book 3 is in the works. Rated Mature for Sexual Scenes and Violence. Trigger Warning! This story features topics of attempted suicide, alcohol abuse, depression, and manipulation. Top Rankings: #1 in Polygamy #1 in Depression #1 in MaleXMaleComplete
Forced Play
Matthew and Will used to hate each other. Now, they're stuck together. Everyone else thinks it's hilarious, watching them try to be civil. They love to make fun of Matthew's past mean behavior and how awkward they are together. But there's more going on than just awkwardness. There's a tense feeling between them, like something's about to explode. Matthew's trying to act like he's still in charge, but it's hard. And Will's starting to feel something he doesn't want to feel for Matthew. They're living under a microscope. Every look, every word, is being watched and judged. What started as just being forced to hang out is turning into something dangerous. The line between hating each other and... something else, is getting blurry. The big question is, can they get over all the bad stuff that happened before? Or will their history ruin any chance they might have?Complete
Look After You
Chicago had never greeted the Valentines with open arms. Instead it greeted them with a slap in the face and reality served on a silver platter. Living with such a large family and such a small income was harder than anyone could have imagined especially when your best form of income comes from your mom being a hooker. Alexander is a middle child in the large family. At the prime age of fourteen he's starting to become confused about many things in his life such as where he fits in, what he wants to do when he's older and his sexuality. Nolan is in the same boat. Though he is not part of the Valentine family he got the privilege of living down the street from them. He had a slightly smaller family with only a slightly better income. But the only things Nolan feels he needs is astronomy, books and his best friend Alexander who is always getting them into trouble. TRIGGER WARNINGS : suicidal thoughts/mentions, abuse, underage drinking, some sexual content, cussing. If there's any questions about the triggers feel free to message me to ask started: November 1st, 2018 completed: November 30th, 2018Complete
An Artist Colors
*please read introduction first* *first book of the trilogy* Matthew is a 16-year-old that shares his best befriend Charlie with his enemy Collin. But is Collin everything Matthew believes? Collin is older than Matthew by only four months and there has been competition between him and Matthew ever since Matthew moved to the same school as him. Matthew has just ignored ever trying to be friends with Collin up until it's Collin's birthday. The story starts on Collin's birthday, January 7th, and sparks seem to fly. Will they be able to put hate a side and cross the line towards love or will the past haunt them too much to settle things out? A year ago Collin went into custody to his uncle Victor because of the death of his father. Most would be sad at their father's death but he was relieved. Why is the question Matthew has asked and he has always wondered how he is able to be okay with so much attention. A/N: This story contains flashbacks that talk about rape and death along with self harming and sexual harassment. This book was written to encourage mental health and encourage different types of coping mechanisms other than self harm.Complete
[MxMxMxMxM] ~ Charlie Hewitt has a secret: his past is not what it seems. He's managed to keep it to himself from the age of 18, when he left home, and buried himself in his friendship with Blake Anderson. But when his best friend found himself at the mercy of cruel, dominant men, Charlie stepped up. He's never regretted his decision, and he never will. But living fearlessly is easier said than done, especially when you've lived your entire life with fear. Second-guessing every breath, every word, every touch. But the first step to recovery is admitting there's a problem. Charlie clings to the belief that that's all it will take to put him on the right path. But will it? Or will the man whose been forced into so much finally snap? [Book Two. Read 'Stay High' First] Warnings: Explicit language, sexual content, violence, 18+ only. TW: sexual abuse/harassment, suicidal thoughts, abuse (physical, emotional, mental, substance, sexual). Gun violence, death, knife violence. Stalking and kidnapping. Text copyright © YeetMyselfx 2018-Present. The moral right of the author has been asserted. All rights reserved. This story is published subject to the condition that is shall not be reproduced or retransmitted in whole or in part, in any manner, without the written consent of the copyright holder, and any infringement of this is a violation of copyright law.
More detailsContent Guidelines