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His eyes of euphoria

thatweird_bitch

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Reads 2,555
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Parts 35
Time 4h 15m

thatweird_bitch

asliceoflife boyxboy bxblove closeted different diversity firstloves firstperson freethelgbt friendship highschool lgbt mentalhealth religion romance selfdiscovery teenromance

* TRIGGER WARNING* there may or may not be parts of this book that people may find upsetting. It talks about mental illness. Also it talks about  religion so if any of these things may trigger you then I recommenced not reading this. However feel free to talk to me because I'm hear to support y'all. 


16-year-old Matthew is on the lengthy journey of self-acceptance and discovery. How will he cope with a rising taste for a blonde boy who managed the earth on his fingertips like crushed berries. Will he learn to love himself? Or will he allow his doubt to control him and his sprouting relationship? 


"Taste me in crimson so that when we taste no more, when age will turn our buds sour and memories hazy, that I have hope to scour my letterbox and find you wrapped pristine silk, next to an image of June. 

Within your eyes, euphoric." 



Acknowledgements 

1# slice of life 15/01/21
23# closeted 15/01/21All Rights Reserved

asliceoflife boyxboy bxblove closeted different diversity firstloves firstperson freethelgbt friendship highschool lgbt mentalhealth religion romance selfdiscovery teenromance

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